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its late for me and im bored. i dont have much to say, since i havent done much in the past few days. worked on monday, nothing much interesting there. i felt kind of stupid, since i told my supervisor that i was missing some papers, then found them yesterday morning. she gave me knew copies, and then i felt like a tree killer, since i wasnt going to use them. but no one really called in, and i just sat playing my pocket yahtzee game for two hours. today i went out shopping with my sister. shes so hard to shop with, because nothing is ever like she wants it, and she cant just settle like a normal person. we went to like 5 different stores to find her satisfactory jeans, because nothing was quite as she wanted it. i was done after two, but she just couldnt be. arg, it made me crazy. and tomorrow, i get to look forward to going to watch the oil in my moms car be changed by a man who didnt make it through college, so he went to a technical school and cant keep his pants at their appropriote level. wow, vivid imagination. but i guess thats all. later

Chloe

there is a hole in the concrete just down the block. it has been there for as long as i can remember, and no one ever seems to pay attention to it, besides those few who forget about it and drive their cars into it. they shout and complain that someone should fix it, but the harsh criticisms fall on deaf ears. nothing is ever done, and the hole remains. the other day, i was strolling aimlessly down the side walk and i came across the all to familiar hole in the street. but for the first time, i really looked at it.i stopped in my tracks and looked into the hole. some water had collected in it from the rain earlier in the day, and it sat motionless. cars were driving past it, but the water never moved. i kneeled to get closer to the hole, and saw something startling. in the hole, in that water, was me. i know the rules about your reflection, but that wasnt it. i saw me, standing, looking back at me. i jumped back, startled, and walked away.

today i am here, far from where i thought i would be...gone...lost...deep into the darkness of the inner sole. i tell you this only as a warning...dont lose yourself, or someone else will find u

Chloe 

so, today i went out to six flags with my daddy and my sister. i was suprised, but we had a really good time. spent alot of it waiting in lines, waiting for the bathroom, waiting for the water fountain...there were so many fucking people there. i have never seen so many people in all of my life, and they were all annoying, all of them. but there were just as many boys there as annoying people. there were SO many hot boys there it wasnt even funny. there isnt much else going on right now, so i guess thats all. happy birthday to cari in 6 days, august 11th. i love u cari.

Chloe

i havent much to say. the last few days have been ok, kind of boring. went to the mall with carly yesterday, ran into cari. i was happy and such to see cari, since i havent seen her all summer. lucky, she went to ozzfest and i didnt. makes me crazy. but yeah, so now im bored and i have to work later, so i have some stuff to do before i leave. later everyone.

Chloe